gee fuck, I actually liked you somehow, my brain turned on I made jokes, I smiled when you do I touched your hand, my nerves rang mad something inside me flipped on I got to kiss you, kissing you daily we made out in a thunderstorm I was so mad with fever I never once […]
Tag: thoughts
types
I am one typeand a type that gets tiredtired of being triedtried and trippedtriggered, sometimesthis world is honestly sadand I’ve tried to ignore itbut the older I getthe more I realize I have no typethere’s nothing I’d rather not trythan trip over someonewho thinks they love meor thinks that I careI tried to let people […]
Stop Wishing
a new world is not a planet in a new galaxy within the fingertip of a new universe my new world is one where you stop wishing for tomorrow and lay in the grass beneath the sun’s endless rays far away from civilization and say, “I could live like this forever”
Tragedy
I’m Batman she declared eyes aloft towards heaven she knew not what the night would offer crime? vengeance? nay, she dismantles the balcony in search of freedom the aching hole within her that was never filled no matter how much blood she consumed her stomach was empty and her heart burned in the reality that […]
Totally (Not) Fine
the monotonous hum of mechanical fan cold air pricks bare skin illuminated by the grace of sunlight spiderling revealing, disease prohibiting sunlight there’s a cobweb to my right an old friend drops in to say hello only seven legs, unfortunately , and I wonder how he chooses to press on marvelous I take to the […]
Her Fever Dream
eyes close flutter open in a wicked craze then close I am tired of living and why should I love again it is sent but not returned written and spoken but never kept inside lost in translation, there is no confirmation miserable silence and I wonder if I’m wasting my breath on someone who’s blind […]
Stop Putting Out, Give Out
When I stop putting out Will you stop coming back home My body’s more than a tunnel to him But to you, I’m simply a plate You eat your fill, then discard what you hate I hold my weight in my hands, am I ugly He adores my body, each shallow, every curve You hold […]
Stranded
Stranded on the beach, everyone left her Standing naked, friends desert When the doors get locked, hearts are rocked You find out how little they love you And it kills you, doesn’t it? It trickles down your thighs into your toes And you wade in the sorrow that bleeds Daily, not just every month Filthy […]
Within
In the darkest night of your world Let your inner light shine through Shattering the bedrock misery of family And the failures to find true friends Despite every stumble, every face plant Time loves you, and lives within you For water is memory, and your tears Remind heaven that you’re still a little girl I […]
If It Were
if it were physical I’d cut you off if it were mental I’d forget to remember you but I think this connection sees deeper than the tide of sun or the unluckiest tempest of the sea and though we’ve disagreed in levels of silence, decadent ignorance unpalatable by most conscious beings each time we found […]
