Unearthing Skeletons

I’m breaking curses Flip the switches to see their filth Leaving them behind today Tomorrow sees new ground being broken They might see me as the token But I’m the giant in their midst Admiring the work that’s been done And what’s left to be It’s inevitable The way they talk behind my back I […]

Bored (Simply Writing About Autism)

I became bored Simply writing about autism I felt like every one else Just going on about the downfalls The misery, the mistakes It shouldn’t be ignored But it has its place I call it An Aspergian’s Chemical Romance Because I mix love with the acidic burn Of a childhood gone to waste The adoration […]

Words Collapse Boundaries Of Mind

Pour it out On the streets, into their homes Into the oceans, into their clothes Wash their brains, rinse the craniums These words are me And I am made of them Through pain and panic, they’ve built walls To the outside world that doesn’t accept me Through loss and longing, they’ve built roads To the […]

Session Two

It’s business This pain against you Ensnared in the Dream, no one Can rescue you The end is near And so very far away With every day you age You get younger Dumber Lifeless as a pen on a shelf Waiting to be made into the abstract Motionless inside half beating heart Comatose Living and […]

Walk Out…Of The Darkness Of Conscious

They walk out Where I walk in Limited knowledge of the system Is where the system gets the final win Reform of any kind in this country Requires white skin and lots Lots of money That’s the system And we’re all the victims You think that missing school Brings them back The power is grateful […]

Not Breaking, But Broken

I’m still addicted to their bodies dancing in the pretense of love at night it’s sinful to desire such actions that strip away morality, security and life but that’s me skilled at little vain and arrogant in much tonight I don’t want likes or comments just some honesty for once but that’s just me too […]

I Wasn’t Alone (It Was An Aspie Dream)

What if I told you I wasn’t alone and I had been lying to you like her I like you (I adore you) You’re a good person (You’re my everything) I think I’ll see you soon (I love you already) The darkness peels back as the fabrics fall off silky skin Clothing lies in a […]

I Should Be Dead, Shouldn’t I?

  I can’t go any longer raw from the memories I force myself to replay the blood on the sheets I tried to make myself believe they weren’t real no, not digging inside me maggots from hell stirring inside my brain scars lasted with the pain but the essence follows me into the present day […]

When You Don’t Know

ashamed don’t know what to write I feel stronger and weaker every single time the world gets darker hope sinks farther and all the while I fail at ever being normal this obsession becomes regression when I struggle so plainly maybe I’m no good maybe I’m no good or maybe I struggle to do what […]

Except For Me

the lights are about to go out as everyone falls asleep the whole world seems to be slowing except for me somewhere in this blue I’m standing still because I’m fearful of what I won’t do and what you see only worsens my condition ashamed of your intentions I bottle up so you can’t listen […]