But He Had Slaves Too

500 mystic eden No stopping Reserved parking Caroline dances on Handlebar Cafe Fitting the point inside till the other dancers Are green with envy The tattoo of silver bonds on her thighs Shows her availability for love and list tonight Her future is for rent Sorrow a one way street Fifteen minute limit The national […]

Both Sinner and Saint

People have always looked at me   And seen what they wanted In seeing the fantasy that was my reflection   That is my mirror, making you a believer   In a lie, in a perfectly crafted farce I weep, I bleed, you believe this ancient art   Of pretending to be something else   […]

The Worst Of Me

When it rains I see the worst of me The things blazing lights hides But shadows see Oily smears on concrete From sins I was quick to reap Short term benefits dissolved, now I believe I’m drowning in a sea of my own impurity The flood comes over me everyday Try to see through the […]

I Should Be Dead, Shouldn’t I?

  I can’t go any longer raw from the memories I force myself to replay the blood on the sheets I tried to make myself believe they weren’t real no, not digging inside me maggots from hell stirring inside my brain scars lasted with the pain but the essence follows me into the present day […]

…So I Chose You

I needed a soul To write on I needed a spirit To give wings to words Young and restless But virgin Defenseless To make something Sane Out of rotten Depressed Mind Sticking forks In walls sockets Asking to die Pulling out too soon Someone to burn The edges of memory Watch them blacken and fade […]

To The Bad Things…

Bad things I knew if I did them I would get attention Maybe my parents would listen Bad things Feel good at the pinnacle The high of sex is way above the typical Nothing like I’ve ever felt, measures up to nothing else Bad things Can make you seem like a star Those aspergian traits […]