Our Boys Aren’t Alright

(Inspired by http://www.foxnews.com/opinion/2018/02/18/desperate-cry-americas-boys.html) Home of the fatherless Roads paved by the wanderers This country is lost, losing all sense of sense Splurging dollars but scraping cents Because the boys have no essence No authority at home, we walk the lonely No leadership to follow, we become the lonely Looking up to boosters, pimps, any homie […]

Not Breaking, But Broken

I’m still addicted to their bodies dancing in the pretense of love at night it’s sinful to desire such actions that strip away morality, security and life but that’s me skilled at little vain and arrogant in much tonight I don’t want likes or comments just some honesty for once but that’s just me too […]

Sometime Long Ago

sometime long ago when the house was always hot and I’d stare out the windows  to taste the tip of a glorious breeze or when the winter snows came and I’d bury my head underneath comforters and watch Jamaal Charles highlight videos sometime long ago when I was skinny, reckless, and angry and I’d stare at […]

To The Bad Things…

Bad things I knew if I did them I would get attention Maybe my parents would listen Bad things Feel good at the pinnacle The high of sex is way above the typical Nothing like I’ve ever felt, measures up to nothing else Bad things Can make you seem like a star Those aspergian traits […]

I Don’t Give A Damn About The New Year

(Seriously, I don’t. It’s just one more day on this Earth. It’s not nearly as serious as people make it out to be. You should be grateful for everyday. ) Maybe it’s that January cold but I’m feeling quite bold not following what I’m told I’m always breaking the mold A new year for these […]

I Was Mortified, Now I’m Fortified

Earlier this month, I came out with a terrible confession I was addicted to porn. (https://marylandpoetblog.wordpress.com/2016/12/02/to-heaven-god-nobody-or-anyone-listening/) There wasn’t a day I couldn’t not watch it, and much of my thoughts were dedicated to finding ways to watch it. But suddenly, I had a breakthrough. I thought about everyone I was hurting. People I didn’t know. […]

To Heaven, God, Nobody or Anyone Listening…

This last year has been one of the worst in my life. I know I talk about how well I know myself, and you all comment so often about how confident and honest I am, but that’s because I really haven’t talked about what I’ve been going through. The things I’m addicted to, the things […]