warehouse wishful work wills will into real grave early hours heaping helping of hurt if I must be up I might as well tell you how I feel 40 minutes you just watched for 40 minutes no intervention, no rush to justice but just us, watching you being attacked is it fun to be abused […]
Tag: memory
go, die now
the world suffers and burnswith scars never endingI stand backand light another matchone day they’ll understandI may bethe key to ending your painor the scapegoat that begsfor moreyou never wanted to be so freeand I always wantedto be like youbut you laughed, you mockedso I will kill, I will chalk upevery last pint of bloodto […]
passive vengeance
memories droolall over my present statethe exit woundsstain what could bewhat wasis goneI try not to reanimatethe monsterchaos magic temptsI’d like to think I was powerfulinstead I am silentpassivetoo oftenrather than the absence of courageI suffer from the absence of carethey watched me sufferprolonged my tormentwhy should I save themthey’d let me dieso shall I
No One Asks If I’m Happy
Slow down Please, just stop Stop Stop Stop I’m not ready Don’t do that Don’t look at me I’m hideous now Thanks to you It happened so fast It’s been ten minutes Now ten years And now I’ve died Taking my secret to the grave
Final Rest
I think I’d like to die I think I’d welcome the cold stability Endless simplicity Tomorrow is always today Never wondering if I’ll be remembered Instead, forever forgotten Why does it take so much To have so little Just being and being gone Never back, I sleep in the black My last memory is resting […]
Little Whispers
The little whispers Just beneath the wind Tell me a story of recovery Panting, through the pressure Painting a masterful retort With every missed hour of sleep Till tomorrow shines brighter And still he works to find dreams
Listening
Right corner of my eye There goes the lighting, the purple, striking There goes the light Of my life Tragically, I never thought she’d be with me Because I never thought I could last long With someone not named myself, I’m all I’ve ever had, and she, she’s had friends Take my family away from […]
Deepest, Darkness Essence
Never mind the doubters on the outside I can hardly withstand the onslaught Of tremors in my head, the reminders All the things I’ve done and said wrong And each little nugget I tried to ignore It call comes back, it comes back to destroy Confidence, control, it’s laid to waste so fast I truly […]
On My Back
I carry my demons on my back Disguised as friends of my own mind I carry devils dressed as my lovers My exes, and my accomplices I carry vicious memories dazzled in delight When I was young, bad seemed glorious I etched my name through the victorious Misgivings of misdeeds for attention For some reason […]
To Be Torn
It’s never enough to just walk away You have to cut me as you go Bleed me as you careen down the slope Of all the problems you let mount On top of me, you laid your cross Skull and bones, you made your mark Upon my heart you chose to rot And cast your […]
Recovering My Mind: Poetry and Rock Music 