Bored (Simply Writing About Autism)

I became bored Simply writing about autism I felt like every one else Just going on about the downfalls The misery, the mistakes It shouldn’t be ignored But it has its place I call it An Aspergian’s Chemical Romance Because I mix love with the acidic burn Of a childhood gone to waste The adoration […]

Division

Too hard on myself Or not enough Memories of beatings for failure Torment whenever criticism Nears I accept it, but also the recurring pain Again And again I write to remember What I forgot to forget They say it was only funny But I find it to be more, much more I shouldn’t expect them […]

The Hunting Of The Black Man

Hunt me down Till I hit the ground I can hear the sound Chains wrapped around My wrists, ankles, thighs Put a board around my neck Admonish me for rest And proclaim my endurance to be the best Because of my muscles And my back But I am just as you With the care and […]

But He Had Slaves Too

500 mystic eden No stopping Reserved parking Caroline dances on Handlebar Cafe Fitting the point inside till the other dancers Are green with envy The tattoo of silver bonds on her thighs Shows her availability for love and list tonight Her future is for rent Sorrow a one way street Fifteen minute limit The national […]

Session Two

It’s business This pain against you Ensnared in the Dream, no one Can rescue you The end is near And so very far away With every day you age You get younger Dumber Lifeless as a pen on a shelf Waiting to be made into the abstract Motionless inside half beating heart Comatose Living and […]

We’re Playing Dress Up and Democracy Is Our Chains

Take me from this church, I don’t belong to life Humans shattering bones with blood And taking life with a million knives Ingrained in our society the absence of rights Despite aged documents we claim to live by Ingrained in our food, flowing in our water Chemicals and poisons that shove us farther Into the […]

…So I Chose You

I needed a soul To write on I needed a spirit To give wings to words Young and restless But virgin Defenseless To make something Sane Out of rotten Depressed Mind Sticking forks In walls sockets Asking to die Pulling out too soon Someone to burn The edges of memory Watch them blacken and fade […]

Hey Coma, You’re Breaking My Heart

 Where are you now dear friend, dear friend I’ve searched everywhere but you’ve chosen to hide your face I close my eyes and say come home, come home why do you refuse me Do you not remember the times we had Did my love, my ways not make you glad Of all the people on […]

Drowning In Aspergian Love On A Rain Soaked Hill

Standing on the highest hill, she never asked why we came I only mentioned sunset, how I could watch them again and again Rushing out the door, I had forgotten to check the forecast And standing in the open space, the sky became overcast I felt stupid for being so careless But she didn’t mind, […]

The Road Too Often Traveled By This Aspergian

Cold to the bone tomorrow unknown trying to give these emotions I have a home they’re lost tormented and slain broken by the pain drowning in depression’s rain they come to me chicks to a hen and the tiny embers of anger I have warm them I’m a ticking time bomb of rage and dirty […]