I’ll Never Wonder Why

There’s never a time when I wonder Why I became friends with you Sure, we didn’t like each other at first But that’s kinda the point I don’t like everyone I meet immediately Although I know immediately if I’d like you Or not And I always felt we’d come around It took time, but any […]

Taking Back My Life

White light Switch the day to night Black as whips Cross my skin I fight As breath is faint and light Cross my body go chains of steel I fail As hunger burns heavy and tight The American Dream is frail As the tears that take vision from my eyes From my family, from my […]

Session Two

It’s business This pain against you Ensnared in the Dream, no one Can rescue you The end is near And so very far away With every day you age You get younger Dumber Lifeless as a pen on a shelf Waiting to be made into the abstract Motionless inside half beating heart Comatose Living and […]

We’re Playing Dress Up and Democracy Is Our Chains

Take me from this church, I don’t belong to life Humans shattering bones with blood And taking life with a million knives Ingrained in our society the absence of rights Despite aged documents we claim to live by Ingrained in our food, flowing in our water Chemicals and poisons that shove us farther Into the […]

Only My Guilt Knows

I descend a staircase littered with shreds of newspaper and leftover condoms the lights are dim and the air, stale but the memories are bright and here, rise high my leavened bread eaten everyday by anguish shoved in my face, they know I need the drain in the center is rusted and clogged with people […]

Lies Swirl Down Your Throat

I don’t ever take credit for what I do I won’t ever take credit for what I’ve done I’m just a sinner like you under the eyes of a watchful sun broken and bewildered I claw at every day one day I’ll break the ribbon one day, when I find my way compliments can fall […]

A Short Story Of Crooked Systems And Broken Bones

Forced down the hallway Lights flickering at every step My wrists sway in the clutches of the officers at my side Turning right, I’m shoved towards a table into a seat feeling deathly cold A man in a black man suit asks if I’m able to answer questions. He is so warm with a gleaming […]

An Aspergian’s Anger At The Lies Of The Neurotypical World

  I really don’t how I came to this. It’s THE most ridiculous piece of inspiration I’ve ever gotten, yet it really captured how I was feeling. And still do. See, with us Aspies, anxiety is one of our hallmarks. I get anxious about everything. Things I’ve never done are obvious sores, but even in […]

To Heaven, God, Nobody or Anyone Listening…

This last year has been one of the worst in my life. I know I talk about how well I know myself, and you all comment so often about how confident and honest I am, but that’s because I really haven’t talked about what I’ve been going through. The things I’m addicted to, the things […]

An Aspergian’s Anger At His Own Anger

Sometimes, I get very fed up with myself. If I’m not feeling guilty and depressed because of my weaknesses, I’m feeling angry about them. There’s no happy medium for me regarding my aspergian tendencies, how they cause me to feel, and what follows suit. I feel angry a lot of times, and I fight with […]