That Man

Scared to be lonely Scared to be close to you Scared to be a slave to a finger Scared to be free in myself Just scared The nighttime falls upon me so swift The nighttime falls without forgiveness The nighttime reminds of words misspoke The nighttime reminds of hearts broken Tailored For disaster, my mind […]

Apparitions

Sometimes, I can’t help myself I just want to be noticed I sit back in the shadows, listening Pondering the words of those around me Writing them down to question later Or to inspire another line The louder wins, the boldest wins The angriest wins, the cunningest wins But what if I am of all […]

You Don’t Know It But I’ve Already Said Goodbye

One day I’ll say goodbye One day I’ll leave you, her, everyone One day I’ll break away And go far away Where there is no summer And the springs are hot Where the winds die and rise On the same breath Where the best songs Are those in your mind Where the last words are […]

The Agony Inside

Cut me loose And let it free The agony inside of me I breathe you in, but it never comes out Shielded by anger and impenetrable doubt I’ve made a mess of me And in the shadows, I wonder about Which parts they see What do you ignore I want to be part of your […]

Panic! (Just About Everywhere)

sitting in a corner watching the sky through a crack in the window, my soul sees the light I once lacked   a chink in the armor I did believe was all that kept me from being able to see but they all could see that I certainly wasn’t confident in me   slight change […]

Eternally Autistic

dragging me from fantasy into a foster home of brutalizing reality I don’t think well on my feet slow slower now, stop not exactly friendly so I’m the last you’d want to meet you’ll gravitate towards another I feel so much but in front you, dumber you might hear “autism is fake” but I tell […]

Isolation Burns Like A Dagger

they offer me lunch they don’t understand behind the mask of darkness they cannot see who I really am   because I won’t let them I’d rather be a fool than reveal my identity have me treated as a tool   isolation burns like a dagger regret blisters and boils everyday but as long as […]

Sung The Blues, Swallowed Them Too

stunning seconds of solitude come from broken breaths heartbeats come less space between your ears widens deepens falling off the radar you are because nobody wanted to see the misery professionals couldn’t explain the pain just give him two of those three of these a shot of that he will stop foaming eventually so I […]

Daytime Is A Bastard To My Existence

Cast aside, torn apart by wolves picked clean by vultures and sapped of any manhood left by the desperate  wishing not to be able to walk when morning light strikes their thighs still gleaming from my light injected into their living yet lifeless souls trudging in the desert, frost bitten by the night the moon […]

Alone

Alone this is where you wanted me wild, untamed and free raw, uncut to be true to myself was the only must the animal side of humanity is only a breath away when walking nude among the trees is how we spend our days call me out to dine with you among birds and beasts […]