I knew my past Would haunt me in the future When I took a long look in the mirror I saw someone neither dead nor alive Simply hovering, at best, over a plane not yet understood Both the angels and demons tugged at his soul for ownership But he budged not Quietly contemplating the oddities […]
Tag: hell
Split
Hiding from myself The memories boxed up and shipped far Into the recesses of time But when it’s cold, the shingles stir Dark clouds gather on the horizon Lightning shatters confidence and sways Funnel clouds evaporate conscious efforts I crack and crumble and admit my faults I fucked up so many times, why am I […]
I Should Be Dead, Shouldn’t I?
I can’t go any longer raw from the memories I force myself to replay the blood on the sheets I tried to make myself believe they weren’t real no, not digging inside me maggots from hell stirring inside my brain scars lasted with the pain but the essence follows me into the present day […]
Darkness Abides In All
In the midst of an internal storm…. the untold stories of darkness prevail over widening seas and Hell’s Deep can hardly contain the fire of night waking us up and bringing us down we may never know the wholeness of breath or solitude of sound for the darkness abides in all will you let her […]
Death Is My Friend, Don’t Make Me Call In A Favor
Death is my friend don’t make me call in a favor I know how to cover the tracks, and come back for more later See the wind blow? Got my name on it Ever find me? Don’t bet on it I make people scream run out your home, little girl Lie awake in deathly fever […]
Musings Of An Autistic Mind 