passive vengeance

memories droolall over my present statethe exit woundsstain what could bewhat wasis goneI try not to reanimatethe monsterchaos magic temptsI’d like to think I was powerfulinstead I am silentpassivetoo oftenrather than the absence of courageI suffer from the absence of carethey watched me sufferprolonged my tormentwhy should I save themthey’d let me dieso shall I

Taking Back My Life

White light Switch the day to night Black as whips Cross my skin I fight As breath is faint and light Cross my body go chains of steel I fail As hunger burns heavy and tight The American Dream is frail As the tears that take vision from my eyes From my family, from my […]

Between Bleeding and Breathing

I want to love you But I can’t There’s something sensual And quite offensive In the youth of your hands Sometimes you’re fantastic And I’d gladly lie by your side Take up your mantle Riding with you till the end of the line Shadows in the foreground Never scare me, never steal time When I’m […]

The Menace Inside Makes Me Young Again

Shadows convene at the edge of every alley one foot planted in reality the other against the wall smoking cigarettes by the carton breathing in the toxic waste of a choking humanity and out come black fumes so sensual in wafting from nostril to nostril even the prostitute looks up from her slumber and pleasures […]

Panic Stricken Heart Of A Lonely Autistic

Staring at sunlight falling behind fading clouds as the crickets sing each other to sleep I turn away from the world slide down the wall trying to feel where the breaths hurt the floorboards creaking and the backdoor shaking brings back memories I tried to put them out no amount of rent could cover the […]