passive vengeance

memories droolall over my present statethe exit woundsstain what could bewhat wasis goneI try not to reanimatethe monsterchaos magic temptsI’d like to think I was powerfulinstead I am silentpassivetoo oftenrather than the absence of courageI suffer from the absence of carethey watched me sufferprolonged my tormentwhy should I save themthey’d let me dieso shall I

Taking Back My Life

White light Switch the day to night Black as whips Cross my skin I fight As breath is faint and light Cross my body go chains of steel I fail As hunger burns heavy and tight The American Dream is frail As the tears that take vision from my eyes From my family, from my […]

Between Bleeding and Breathing

I want to love you But I can’t There’s something sensual And quite offensive In the youth of your hands Sometimes you’re fantastic And I’d gladly lie by your side Take up your mantle Riding with you till the end of the line Shadows in the foreground Never scare me, never steal time When I’m […]

My Words Probably Won’t Go Far

Holding back tears As I write these words I’ve been so sad lately You can probably tell Truthfully I always feel like crying There’s just so much evil, so much dark I feel like a new low is reached each day And I pray I’m saved from it But what good is running from the […]

Bring Me Back From The Comatose

Sit on me and grind away Eyes closed, face down My mind isn’t here, it’s miles away And I’d run away if it wasn’t for your lips Red with the blood of my future Eyes dripping with the black of my present and my past I’m such a miserable mess But you bring me back […]

The Menace Inside Makes Me Young Again

Shadows convene at the edge of every alley one foot planted in reality the other against the wall smoking cigarettes by the carton breathing in the toxic waste of a choking humanity and out come black fumes so sensual in wafting from nostril to nostril even the prostitute looks up from her slumber and pleasures […]

Panic Stricken Heart Of A Lonely Autistic

Staring at sunlight falling behind fading clouds as the crickets sing each other to sleep I turn away from the world slide down the wall trying to feel where the breaths hurt the floorboards creaking and the backdoor shaking brings back memories I tried to put them out no amount of rent could cover the […]

Nighttime Wishes And Boardwalk Kisses

  As the moon shimmers on the bay Love me underneath the neon lights take me away To the depths of the sea, or the ripples touching the shore as the waters lap against the boardwalk I know I love you more than the arms of the ocean wrapped around the globe three times Day […]

An Aspergian’s Chemical Romance

No backstory, just one of the hardest poems I’ve ever written 😦 Every day is a battle for unclaimed ground and most times the anguish of defeat is the only sound heard Every night I try to hold on to inches the struggle, the fight sometimes lasts a sentence my heartbeat that faded away a […]

Death Is My Friend, Don’t Make Me Call In A Favor

Death is my friend don’t make me call in a favor I know how to cover the tracks, and come back for more later See the wind blow? Got my name on it Ever find me? Don’t bet on it I make people scream run out your home, little girl Lie awake in deathly fever […]