What Words Bring

I had to get rid of me To find Me The suicidal depressions And disappointment brewed From pornographic misconceptions The boiling, bawling anger I couldn’t control Tearing myself from the flesh I called home Descending into the valley, alone I couldn’t come out until I figured how Embrace my unique in a cookie cutter world […]

Bored (Simply Writing About Autism)

I became bored Simply writing about autism I felt like every one else Just going on about the downfalls The misery, the mistakes It shouldn’t be ignored But it has its place I call it An Aspergian’s Chemical Romance Because I mix love with the acidic burn Of a childhood gone to waste The adoration […]

Apparitions

Sometimes, I can’t help myself I just want to be noticed I sit back in the shadows, listening Pondering the words of those around me Writing them down to question later Or to inspire another line The louder wins, the boldest wins The angriest wins, the cunningest wins But what if I am of all […]

Nobody Listens To Me

Why should I listen Nobody listens to me When I say I’m tired, pouring on the pain Becomes involuntary Like the assumption that I’m slower Or not there at all Because I’m so still, so quiet Thinking, wondering, adding Really, you should try it But don’t ever ask how I’m feeling, no They only see […]

I’m Okay With This

Got a knack for poetry Crafting heartfelt lines Borne of an outsider Watching the world go by Never done what people said, got into trouble World’s not kind to my kind, be in my bubble Silently preying on those with open hearts Check my blogs, see a lot of orange dots I didn’t make a […]

The ABC’s of Me

The ABC’s of me Autistic, because where else to begin Broken from the people who discouraged me Cunning developed from outwitting them Dark lines brooding in irritated waters Eventually becoming open to your company Forever hating and loving it Gone before you ever said goodbye Headed to the outside of your inside Incorrect politically because […]

What Does It Mean

I want to be friends But I’m a terrible friend I reply But what does it mean to reply? Is it simply agreeing Or following the hints at a greater point? I don’t know I want to be loved But I’m a terrible lover I love But I honestly can’t explain the feeling And I […]

Without Words, Who Am I

I’m falling into wordless whispers Rap and pop filled nights Paint a picture behind these bridges Behind the words of these writes I’m angered, I’m restless In the pursuit of the passion For these words there is no detour This endless highway I will forever traverse In these words, they can’t get to me Stand […]

The Agony Inside

Cut me loose And let it free The agony inside of me I breathe you in, but it never comes out Shielded by anger and impenetrable doubt I’ve made a mess of me And in the shadows, I wonder about Which parts they see What do you ignore I want to be part of your […]