do I follow the white rabbit past your spinning arms the hypnotic twist of your wires and blinding burn of your blades they cut out her clitoris, his penis bled till the eyes fell out of their head then placed back, for the torture lasts longer than you can hold your breath come up for […]
Tag: Aspergers
Little Whispers
The little whispers Just beneath the wind Tell me a story of recovery Panting, through the pressure Painting a masterful retort With every missed hour of sleep Till tomorrow shines brighter And still he works to find dreams
Hacked From The Inside
Am I not still Did you not animate me Are you electronic Burning out, buzzing in The keycard to my heart Is fried, no longer reading properly I’ve been fooled too many times Hacked by anything with a pulse Now, I have none Plug and unplugged My soul spins the same Records for the searching […]
Missing Pieces
The sky’s so clear So empty With every appearance of tranquility But there’s things you can’t see The visible spectrum Our eyes see ten percent What about the other ninety? Who are we missing out on What hearts are we breaking Teardrops down invisible windows I don’t believe there’s an old man in the sky […]
Becoming Whole Again
I can never become whole again only so much can be remade the rest lost to the faded essence of memory where there is time, there is forgetting and I love you too much to remember or let each breath be a miserable reminder of that which I used to be without you those steps […]
Sweating
humidity gorges on the anxiety muscles lunge for the nearest bottle water, ice cold she reaches too, so bold now I’m frozen stiff it’s okay, she’ll leave just the others racing past as roadrunner in the desert I’m hot, I’m cold, I’m laughed at, I’m bold I see the future but dive deep in the […]
Before The Sand Falls
I’m a bridge, a causeway to destiny Cause I light the way out the dark No tricks, no games, just answers to the spark I was lost in life, trapped by rebels in a cave Then the light came on, I became Tony Stark Somebody told me “don’t waste it” This life, this breath, this […]
Thought
Tell me, do you ever think What we could have been When the guilt passed, and the messages Stoped coming Did you think of me then? Just. When. Did. The. Pain. Stop. For me? For you? Whenever I got on top Did I ever? I remember so little, and so much Transpired, but I’m always […]
Falling Short
Sweat on my back attracts Biting bugs, lying amongst the thistles They sense I’m alive? Somebody knows something I don’t Or didn’t Cutting only bleeds you of temporary pain But there’s nothing to ease The immortal struggle Of being seen and yet unseen Loved yet wholly misunderstood Shouldn’t they know who I am? Should I? […]
To Do
Sit me down Close my eyes Let me sigh, let me die No Wait, don’t do that, just Tingle with my conscious Spark the ignition, then light it on fire Let me live and love, then hate myself For ever trying to be with you So sick of being so close, yet so far I’ll […]
