I just have to apologize for the past, present, and future I have a lot to give and you probably should’ve seen her dressed to the nine, music on the mind afraid to disappoint, showed up early eager to be last to leave every time I could see her ruining the world for better, for […]
becoming the nature I see
blooming bountiful I wish-no I am delicate flower distressed with the scene giant shadows loom over with crushing power unnatural winds shatter the tranquility and every petal is scattered abroad I wish-no I was abducted, force fed pornography and drugs ruined from the moment I speak, then more every thought is tainted, every breath poison […]
my next steps
why must I succumb to sadness weary window wipers my eyes push away all the worlds filth and my internal reflections thoughts become vicious cancers tormenting my delicate proceedings I catch a glimpse of beauty a swallow alight on the wind, of a tree but the day is the long night of my soul I […]
hating you more than I hate myself
I am darkness, I am discomfort wrestling with your insecurity and fantasy aren’t they both the same? you worry about tomorrow because you’re insecure about today so you dream of one better even if reality dictates a more harsh tone now down your throat comes a train roaring ahead with pain and sickness plenty you’d […]
what’s underneath you
you think I see you clearly I just see what’s under your skirt pardon me for being crude but I’m just not interested in the story who listens to mine? if you want to ride then you know the drill otherwise, keep walking and snicker away whatever you’re saying I’ve already heard my mind cussed […]
attracting what I am
I’m just so broken, I attract broken people and when I’m inside them we feel like one but then they leave me and I’m alone until we happen to be just broken enough that she thinks I’ll fit this time I love voracious, I love till I bleed because I have too much left over […]
feeling cold on summer days
why did she ever leave the first time and what of the new guy? I had so many questions but she had the best answer “I’ll see you next time” I pulled my pants back on threw some water in my face I think I’m alive again that, or this is all a Dream and […]
lost in my head
but of course that’s not how it goes shit, she blocked me several times found a boyfriend, told me to get lost what we had was dead and forever gone I broke down, slurred the strangers the bar kicked me out, said I was belligerent all I want is for somebody to fuck me for […]
feel you inside mine
and I see now that you’re crying out let me lick you dry inside and out because you need it we need each other, for one night to feel human the candle we light gives us hope that maybe someone else likes us and sends us on a path much clearer than the one we’ve […]
isn’t it funny
isn’t it funny no wait it’s not he’s so much smaller but you go home to him so who’s the beta now? dick fucking hell I just sent her money again no matter she’ll give it back after she hangs out with her other guy the one in her bio the one she posts about […]
Recovering My Mind: Poetry and Rock Music 