Stopping, And You

godammit I’m supposed to be sleeping but it’s 3am, and I’m lying in bed staring at your pictures the next moment, the next memory stalled over my head like a bad storm and my clothes you’ve worn, my heart you’ve pulled at till I was sure it was torn but I just keep coming back … Continue reading Stopping, And You

reckless

Walk into my kitchen, see what I can make Take these childhood memories And mix them with countertop liquor Throw some adolescent love in between You’ll get the fucking mess that is me Depressed and closed up, I don’t express well Social outings, suicidal game of show and tell I try to be normal but … Continue reading reckless

Falling Apart

Stuck to my ways, my miserable Self-depreciating, grossly intoxicating Ways That I could muster up the strength And be normal, be human, functional Was always a mirage in everyone’s mind I’m unhinged, AS-IS door from IKEA Ruined by trauma, obsessed with reliving it Is the only way I’ll ever feel alive Nobody understands why I’d … Continue reading Falling Apart

I Will

Glowing shadows piqued interest To no avail were we satisfied We’re another vessel, this is just another war You are nothing more Than history’s measuring stick Stretching from footprints in mud That we still don’t comprehend To a race of people no longer in chains But hardly free from a system whose revisions Stiffened the … Continue reading I Will

Distain For Life

Corner of the mouth is bleeding I can read your words, but unable to find The feeling, the gripping distain for my life My mind, it is angry But never, ever with you The sun goes down on it everyday And though I apologize it haunts me still Greater than anything I’ve ever penned For … Continue reading Distain For Life