I’m not saying it doesn’t burn today is just simply, today sure, I’ve had warmer moments the sky can always be bluer and I can tune out the outside world a little harder but today I just don’t feel like breathing can I be suspended in time when I’m not moving forward or backward where […]
Category: Aspergers
Looking Forward
rising higher and higher on a path uncharted yet desired giving sight to unlimited worlds and hated for it what is revealed is also mocked hidden figures become immortal legends the light of worlds unseen is relentless and the paths they lead filled with terror and peace both pleasant and pain everything we see is […]
Final Rest
I think I’d like to die I think I’d welcome the cold stability Endless simplicity Tomorrow is always today Never wondering if I’ll be remembered Instead, forever forgotten Why does it take so much To have so little Just being and being gone Never back, I sleep in the black My last memory is resting […]
Silent Decay
What do you call it Mastery disguised as awkward Defiance wrapped in a silent blanket Soaked with gasoline It seems the world has need for a trail And it burns within his eyes To find truth within the tangle of lies Sometimes the charcoal colored sky Wrought with mankind’s pain Gives way to spectacular sun […]
Little Whispers
The little whispers Just beneath the wind Tell me a story of recovery Panting, through the pressure Painting a masterful retort With every missed hour of sleep Till tomorrow shines brighter And still he works to find dreams
Deep Down
When nobody’s left to love you And there was never anyone Who cared Why does it matter If you disappear Slipping between the cracks I ascend into hell When I was once upside down The world beneath my feet Is right side up Gravity has no effect on me here And there is more to […]
Take This To My Grave
Slow down Please, just stop Stop Stop Stop I’m not ready Don’t do that Don’t look at me I’m hideous now Thanks to you It happened so fast It’s been ten minutes Now ten years And now I’ve died Taking my secret to the grave
He Will (Always Have More)
I’m not awake, so it doesn’t hurt I don’t feel because I’m not alive There’s nothing to take I already gave But still he wants more I am emptied each morning and night Every second is a galactic fight I wish to no longer be born But still he wants more When tears are a […]
Identity
Are we found guilty? Did I leave my pain All over your chest? Ripped to the core Emptied into little shreds Sobbing as I get to watch Little children play with my body I can’t get away fast enough Their tongues plead for more Swimming faster to the shore I sink into the sandy depths […]
Identity Enraged
what do you do with the pain where do the memories fall I wasn’t on the ship yet there’s an ocean of unsolved mystery rocking on my deathbed, every night I feel the gnarly waves try to slit my throat and the captain is desperate to sink my spirit tomorrow seems to fade away like […]