I Loved Tomorrow

I’m bold Not bored Boards splintered Screams whispered And years tatted on my wrists I wasn’t your good one Or the bad I wasn’t anything Anyone to you To anyone My tears were just confirmation Of gayness They said that to my face But take a look at me now I’m crying, but for you …

Finding The Light

Where’s the sun Everything I’ve done knows no light Little seeds nestled in the shade They threw, I grew Now they can’t stand in my way My shadow eclipses the past The laughs, the jokes I don’t even remember anymore Who are you, who am I Running scared when they see my eyes There’s no …

Moments

You don’t love me Because nobody loves anything Anybody Is just Somebody For an hour A minute A moment To feel To be Not in pain Projected onto anything Anyone Is just a remedy For a spell They cast over themselves I see you with others Hold them, kiss them Then take those lips And …

Somebody Loved

I’ve walked down this road before Through my creaky, fucked up mind Down the rickety staircase Pale green eyes stare, furry tail waggles But I’m not interested in cuddling I want vengeance My dad told me I’d always be nothing Family friends found me socially repulsive My outdoor graces still need tuning But I’ve got …

For The Forgotten

This is For the hidden, for the shamed For the weedy, for the abused For the missed, the missing For the forgotten This is For the present but ignored For the wildly accused For the rebellious leaders This is Our meager beginnings Transparent and mercilessly mocked Naked anthills eager to be smashed The twinkle in …

Breathless Silence

No more No mercy, mortal Mortality is what drives my pen Crushes procrastination, salted And sown on the field of their eyes My successes burn the optics I am not who they thought I was And I am no longer who I could have I stop, the glass needs refilling But not too long They …

Shameful

I’m so angry, bitterness condensed Disgusting and molded, don’t touch me I’m so far past your love and care Nothing can bring me back to life Strike a match, strike me a million I’ll just bleed, I always have Bled for false love, went hungry for false hope Left for dead by the slightly more …

Hacked From The Inside

Am I not still Did you not animate me Are you electronic Burning out, buzzing in The keycard to my heart Is fried, no longer reading properly I’ve been fooled too many times Hacked by anything with a pulse Now, I have none Plug and unplugged My soul spins the same Records for the searching …

Missing Pieces

The sky’s so clear So empty With every appearance of tranquility But there’s things you can’t see The visible spectrum Our eyes see ten percent What about the other ninety? Who are we missing out on What hearts are we breaking Teardrops down invisible windows I don’t believe there’s an old man in the sky …

Little Truths

Tomorrow’s enough But for today Let’s live a little Love a little life And our little lives Will find the love Slipped in between the pages Written on the backs of our tongues Today’s so blue So why do you feel green?