types

I am one type
and a type that gets tired
tired of being tried
tried and tripped
triggered, sometimes
this world is honestly sad
and I’ve tried to ignore it
but the older I get
the more I realize I have no type
there’s nothing I’d rather not try
than trip over someone
who thinks they love me
or thinks that I care
I tried to let people in, and they hated me
or got tired of how deeply I feel
I’m either all in or all out
and the depth triggered their sensitivity
used to the shallow and passive
the fleeting
I’ve tied