slipping away

go ahead, lay it out
upon the stars I have cemented my pain
still, no answer
I slam the phone done in anguish
there is slowness in my muscles
creaking in the bolts of my mind
and jitters in my eyelids
I just don’t work anymore
broken once, broken forever
never to fit in, never to be completed
my curse is being seen at all!
can you shut up and let me die
I’ll crawl into the pit beside the highway
everyone too happy to notice
I’ve been sad for so long
I think I’m normal
I’m fucked!
but accepted within so you
continue on your day
I count the hours till I die
is it
now?