Did I Kill You (Again)

did I kill you again

did I

wrestle from you what you died to gain

did I kill you

again

walking on eggshells, desperate not to hurt

both of us are already broken in parts

we’ve been beaten, failed experiments

someone wanted us to become new

instead we just became

again

I walk the nights alone, hoping you’re home

not the house, but where you want to be

is it with me

or resting in the arms of silent company