somewhere I’m here
sometime you’re gone
on way or another, I fear
tomorrow’s song
pushing me away
I live to fight another day
poisoned are the breaths I take
on the dark side of the moon my true self lays
see, I’m a menace
but that you’ll never see
because I try to keep everyone
thinking of how good I can be
instead of how lost I am
I do care what you think of me
I say I don’t just to seem tough
but if I were
I’d kill myself
and make all the bad memories
go away
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Hey just making sure everything is okay.. I know for me it was in my darkest that I had to believe not in the circumstances around me but that God was still in control.. I love reading your blog.. Stay Strong..
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Don’t worry. Just expressing some pent up feelings.
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Okay just making sure.. Stay Strong and have a blessed weekend..
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Thanks Ann. You too 🙂
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Great dark depths! On way or one way?
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Thanks, and it’s the latter. WP always publishes my posts weird for some reason.
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I used to think my confusion and feelings were something bad I had to keep hidden. I decided I’d rather be (possibly) perceived as weak than pretend I’m too weak to feel all the feels. It’s far less exhausting to accept myself than pretend for others. It gets easier with practice.
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I think we all feel that way one time or another, and it’s once you accept you for you do things really become clear.
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